sunday, august 2

i had a productive day of watching Children of tge Corn. i am burdened with the emotional weight that comes with flesh.

saturday, july 25

full of whimsy and whatnot

happy mcgiggleshits

tuesday, july 21

less depressed now!!1! i watched a movie called The Dead Dont Die. very awesome. 10/10 and the song is very good. possibly my new favorite movie. i love zombi.

wednesday, july 15

ME AND MY MAMA R GOING TO A RESTAURANT TOGETHER!!!

i already forgot what i ordered but it was fire. french silk pie craving has been fulfilled. i am incredibly depressed right now for some reason.

tuesday, july 14

BOYFRIEND TODAY!!! he watched me play zomboid and then we played roblox together im gonna get him mega pregnant.🫃we complete each other i am so glad i met him Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow Wow He Makes Me Say Wow Hi

monday, july 13

i am craving french silk pie.

i gave my dog a bath while i wore a bikini so he didn't shake his dog water on my clean clothes. He is the cutest baby ever.

I am also craving a whole block of sharp cheddar.

tater tots for dinner.

i get homesick when i look at the stars.

sunday, july 12

I woke up from some strange dreams. I've been having a lot recently; I feel that my dreams set the tone of the day. It's like I am continuing the dream in my waking life. I'm pretty sure I experience deja vu more than the average Joe.

Today I

colored in a coloring book I got for $3. Discount stores r goated. I am experiencing impending doom; I will bring this up with my therapist this Saturday.

saturday, july 11 

my boyfriend is at work today and i am being his chud girlfriend and playing project zomboid AND sitting on my voluptuous ass all day. but at least i went to 7/11 for free slurpee day. blue raspberry mixed with coke.

ok today is not my best zomboid day. i keep getting torn apart by hoards way faster than usual. my mind is becoming so project zomboid that when i ripped open a paper wrapper i heard the sheet ripping sfx.....

thursday, july 9

oooh my GOD. i need a job. I am going crazy. A normal 9/5 blablabla sounds like HELL. I want to sit under a tree and read books forever. I want to snuggle my boyfriend I want to make art. I dont want to make job.



tuesday, july 7



I'm creatively fulfilled by the crafting I did last night. Instead of making a full sized shelf I tested my skills by making a mini prototype. I didnt use hot glue on the mini one and I also didn't measure anything I just trusted my heart. it looks wonky but now I know what I need to change.

I just remembered it's almost time to return books to the library....

ok i am now half way done with the shelf and it is VERY sturdy. i measured very smartly. My dog was trying to eat my marker as I was marking measurements. I had to block him from my section of the floor when I fired up the hot glue gun... He was VERY angry with me.



monday july 6th



Hi Yay. I do crafts today. Cardboard shelf. Ponder nature. Read and garden!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!